i am all tongue and teeth and meat. i am a mess and i am nothing. i am nothing. nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing but the hunger that rides me, the absurdity of ego, the push of obsession. the shrug and tear of self vs loathing.

once, relentless. once, endless. once upon a time, something. pick an adjective, a noun, pick something foul, that too. now? nothing.

self vs loathing. self vs everything. self sinks into nothing. again, dissolution. again, dissolved. again, the tricky trick of sublimation. because i am. here i am. here goes nothing.

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