you are in these bones, but they are not you.

  • spit

    spit

    My name in your mouth and your cock in hers. Read more

  • To My Hometown,

    To My Hometown,

    Ruby Bridges is 67. Many of the racist white folks threatening to kill a six year old girl for being a black child attending a previously segregated school are still alive right now. They’re grandparents and great-grandparents who taught their kids, who are parents and grandparents now themselves, all the same things they believe in Read more

  • You taught me that.

    You taught me that.

    Nailed my pride over the door the day I came home and watched it stretch itself across the whole: a new kind of caul, nuclear wall of light and heat- loved with no leashes, held with no withholding. No collar, no keeper, no master, no god. Only family, only faith. “This is more than love, Read more

  • unsent letters #201

    unsent letters #201

    On patient parenting and masculinity. This is what I want to move away from. I yell a lot, but it isn’t to assert dominance or be punitive- and me saying this about myself is not an incrimination or accusation of you, I am speaking about me. This is just the perspective I’m working from, what Read more

  • something like six bodies ago

    something like six bodies ago

    i miss her. i miss being her. that hand of hers, that tongue. rapt, silk around your overwrought nerves. god-the-serpent wants to crawl out of my mouth, i feel my throat flex and think of you. choking on nothing and thinking of you. half dozen lifetimes balled up in your fist shoved three fingers first Read more

  • Endemic.

    Endemic.

    I’ve always had that “so fix it” mentality. I’ve never had patience with my own pain. Which is funny considering how often I failed to fix anything. How often I just kept screwing up. I wish I was the mom they deserve. Holy fuck I just want to be consistent and calm and safe. I Read more