you are in these bones, but they are not you.
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Sloppy
But my hands are so dirty, baby, sticky ancient filth and fresh fresh hot mess. I’ve got DNA I don’t recall under each of my nails all fucked in with the mud and shit. Streaks of hell and high water stains crawling up my wrists like desperate beggars looking for better real estate- Even my Read more
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too far from dirt
My eyes burn and my teeth ache. There is a muscle in my jaw clenching and unclenching rhythmically. The old plague passing through like a cool hand over fevered skin. I am hungry, though the howl is muted. Distant. I miss the smell of the earth. Read more
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missing everest
I miss the confidence of chrome-plated steel moving with me.I miss being an untouchable thing, an unreachable peak.I miss being unreadable, unhaveable, unkeepable.This emotional wet is repugnant, rotting through my timber, rusting out my joints. Read more
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Crowded prayers.
Barely clothed in the sunlight soak, on haunches at an altar of bones. This is what my teeth would feel like, this is the crush of a wild appetite. I’m calling on you in the name of myself, the ego and the life, to pull me back into the great unknown. Allow me the grace Read more
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flight of the navigator
Every now and then something scratches the scars and reminds you of how low you can fall, what agony and emptiness really mean. It’s all so small now in the light of my fire- half vigil half funeral pyre. I’m finding my way back home and it’s all so small, the obstacles and bodies I’ve Read more
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idk
Ache and swell a screaming Zenith- Exactly half of this is madness, Three quarters silence: The blood and shit miasma of humanity Moaning its shame heavenward- Vitruvian perfection hellbent on Self destruction. Where are you in this seething mass /Carnival masque /Pulpit mob Burning the mosque? Playing marry fuck kill With the many faces of Read more
let me sow that i may reap 